This was meant to be our year to welcome our two beautiful girls into our lives and 2017 was going to be different.

I could be wishing this year to end real quick based on some terrible events that happened but no I am not going to dwell on the bad. I am going to remember and celebrate the amazing things that happened which include the times we shared with family and friends, my turning 40, our 10th year of marriage, and most of all the memories of seeing our girls cuddle on scans, their first kicks and the absolute miracle and priviledge of being a mum even for just 6 months.

These are the gifts and memories I will start my new year with. I don’t know what this year will bring but I go into it not with fear but with my heart full of love and hope.